Steep yourself in God-Reality

Luke 12 vs 22-34<---- Read it.
As I meditate on this scripture I often find myself lost. Not physically but  spiritually. I ask for my way to be lead but I dont put my foot forward.I find myself doing the will of my own and not my father. In this sex-saturated world all I see is money,fame,&'Nd everything I cant have. I overlook the plans already in place for me.I say one thing live by another..in other words (Hipocrate] why is it so hard for me to be the same person 100% of the time? I know im far from perfect..I'm imperfectly perfect! Material things are what should be least of my worries but at times are what mean everthing to me, greed is a deadly sin but at times i catch myself wanting what i cant have. Ill go through high limits but again, at times only to end up at a PERMANANT low.When I really sit to think i realize how we take the little things for granted.Im so quick to pray to God above and ask for that new car, perfect man, or latest fashion but i F A I L to just thank him for the air i breathe or the good health im in. I Iike to get in where i fit in &'nD that is where my comfort zone is...yu know,the ppl i call "best freinds, sissys, & lovers" but truth is at the end of the day there is one n ONLY one person that was truly on my side. Weather I was in massive depression,lonliness,hurt , or extremely happy he would always make a way. Im living in a time where I let my past control me and I try to be "cool" but when it all comes down to it ...flaws &'Nd (+] all is how i come and if you cant accept me at my worst you dont deserve me at my best..carefree in the care of God is where I need to be. Take a mintue and think of how many little things  that have been accomlished in yo life and say THANK YOU! This reminds me of times when we do something wrong our parents will always dwell on it n no matter how many good things we do they cant seem to balance that one bad thing ...same situation we so quick to recognize when God has done something great for us but when it comes to saying thank you for small things they are overlooked. I thank God for everything from the tip of my heads the sols of my feet. You wont be put in any circumstance you can't get through..PROMISE. The situation itself may not change but yu yourself in the midst of it...God has a purpose &'Nd plan! just  B E L I E V E. keep ya head up and smile..He is working!
-carefree in the care of God-

I N S P I R A T I O N ! ! ! !

I have trouble with this. I trust God, I really do. But it's so hard to not worry about things. My mom is amazing with this. She has faces some really hard times in her life, but she is always so peaceful  and doesn't stress out about it. I know she prays all the time and tells anyone who will listen to her that God has been good to her. It's just amazing to me that she can be so positive at times when everyone else falls into massive depression.

Made it this far only to go further. :)

The road to success is not straight.There is a curve called FAILURE, loop called CONFUSION,speed bumps called "FRIENDS", red light called FAMILY,you will have flat tires called JOBS,but If you have a spare called DETERMINATION with an engine called PERSEVERANCE and a driver called GOD, you {Will] make it to a place called SUCCESS. 

Y.E.S I'm a girl!

Yes, I'm a girl. I push doors that clearly say PULL. I laugh harder when I try to explain why I'm laughing. I walk into a room and forget why I was there. I count on my fingers in math. I hide the pain from my loved ones. I say it is a long story when it's really not. I cry a lot more than you think I do. I care about people who don't care about me. A broken nail is painful. I will forgive you even after you stab me in the back.I listen to you even when you don't listen to me. And a hug will always help. Will you atleast try to understand me??Yes, I'm a girl!!!!!